I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cause I really thought you loved me
I don’t know how to act or what to say .
but I know I am done I’ve had enough .

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And you fall out of your mind.

"when things just doesnt go the way you want and all you had is your family that loves you no matter wat ."

was touched that my dad and mum bought something for me that i love the very first time even though i didnt request for that to happen.
just shocked and felt love by them like when i was young.
i lovee my family a million.

by2 came to church and perform today.haha,awesome!
ate after service and homed.
mayb i wish i was a boy. (:


went to study with James and kc, then yiren and J.. ? saw us and joined us.
met at 2plus and went off at 5plus.
hope i do well for exams ;/
sorry i ps you all,i wanna spend time with my parents! :p
haha, then went to my relative house at chinatown as mum wants to buy some clothes before going korea so i accompanyed her.
saw my uncle's past gf,she gave me some discount when i bought something from her. :x;x
great,bought something new and saw a pretty nice top but didnt bought it becus i dunno why,hahah. gonna go search for it tmr!
:)
went over to my little cousin's house for a little while and home-d.


spects are compulsory that day!

jiawei and i

spects! i look super short T.T

joyce is sick and still loooks so joyful !

ate dinner after the event and went to meet D.
you cheered me up,thanks a million.
reply of tags!

to Amber : HAHA,yes! seeya later too.take picture with you later aye! :D
to joey! : haha,love you too! im sorry. you too k! cya.. ;DD
to damien! : thanks ah mien! cya soon too!
to joshua : haha! just a little bit!
CAIWEN: yeah lover girl,miss you too.you're so cute! jiayou for ur eoy too!
JIATING : hihi ! :D
to vin : ok,thanks!
SHIHUI : Alrighto!
i cant explain my feelings right now,
when guilt and shame occurs..

photographer : shalini

photographer : izmi




slacked in class with mimi,shalini,amirah,izmi,fira,aslam and shark!

did D&T and lit.
had quite a number of homework today.
left at 3 plus with joey and headed for a haircut!
HAHA, my sister's hair cut is weird. (im sorry jie)

this is cool !



yeah,izmi took me and arina in class when cher isnt noticing.
haha, had exam engpaper1 and chinesepaper1.
was not bad,abit easy,abit difficult.
english went well,but chinese,was daydreaming and thinking thinking of stuffs.
gosh,howcan i concentrade like tt?
haha.
god blesssss me! :)
after school,went library with izmi,amira,amirah and fira.
terecia is turning emo,yes,it's the fact.
headed off at 3plus and homee.
reply of tags!

to HUINING : thanks! all the best for your exams too! (:
to joshua : alright! :D
to damien! : haha! Thanks manz! cya soon oh! ;D
to jonathan : haha,i will leader. dun be so moody,it's scary):
to karwen! : ohmydarling oh my darling! <3
to CAIWEN : lovergirl! haha,now didnt get to see you doing that face alrdy! ):
to alvin : haha , cus got luhs!
to Izmi : hahah, ya best eh! whr ur ___________ ? :p
to vin : thanks,you too.
to James : haha! thanks yo! ;DD you too.
to JOEY! : haha,love ya ohhhhhhh~
MOOD : worried,troubled.



well,i had a bad day.
oh great?

this was during monday,when i went library with joey to meet seowting and jinseng.
we was slacking ard n jp while waiting for them to come.



yesterday in class,hahaha! :D


yesterday,sch was fine.
music we watched singapore true ghost story.
HAHA,watch halfway only man! ohmy,haha.
went to study with joyce,nana,seowting and jinseng yesterday at church cafe.
had fun!
:)
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school was fine today.
first period was maths,then history.
during history,i pranked Yongyew.i called his handphone but he didnt know who was it and he was sitting behind me and said :
yongyew! : 那一个王八蛋打给我？！
i was laughing like mad and told alvin about it,LMAO manz!
after school,slacked in class with izmi,amira and amirah.
fightfight with izmi sio,ahha! today he abit mad,then went 900plus and homed.
Went to my grandfather's house just now for some reasons.



this is the closest cousin i had,he is a crazy joker.
i had the same dream as he do
and promised to work together when i grow up if possible. HAHA!

went houses to houses and reached home ard 4plus:)
yawns,heh!
Went service today myself, it was great! ppl are o friendly and stuffs,just like sun service.haha!
then headed to sarah house with lesean:)
too lrt,we were super late and when we reach there,cg alrdy ended.
played a game caled Lantern hunt:D, was great oh!
ate mooncakes and play candles.


W320! :)




father fetched me home together with joyce,joey,nana.
i cant wait to see my cousins tmr! :D
sch was fine,
after school,had so called "chinese remedial." with aloysius.
saw david then ask him to wait for me,releasd after awhile then meet aloysious and(david cousin) and david.
went to gekpoh,suakus! haha,then after that,look for the things i wan and then headed home.
went to xnps to find nana and people at ard 8pm.
did had fun(:

the pictures shall do the talking:D









(zoom in to see,it's dark and im lazy to edit :x )
you're such a petty person?
ok watever.

today ivan is super funny!
both of our partners didnt come today.

IVAN : eh,lend me ur phone lehs.
ME : dun wan leh,
IVAN : please.
ME : dun wan.
then he went over and ask junyi to lend him her phone.
kena rejected and he ask me again
i rejected him and he says.
IVAN: 我不要跟你好了啦 ！
　　　(i dun wanna friend you alrdy lah! )
i laugh out super loud! super funny,HAHAHA!

after school, didnt know if there's self study.
so i went to hand in sci papers with joey and then headed to jp.
wanted to sit sit at library but met wangyu,joyce and yaodong.
HAHA, now i know who is yaodong's ex stead.super shocked when i knew it ! AHAH.
someone was super fierce to me,dun ask me who.
after that,jinsheng and seowting came.
went home with joey at 6plus(:


MITERSHAZMI<3
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO ARINA!


shalini not in the picture.
F-aiqah
A-mirah
T-erecia
A-rina
G-eena
S-halini

BELOVED FRENS!

ok,here's a message for you girls!
im sorry for not spending time with you girls this entire week manz!
really sorry,i will be back,real soon! (:
love you people real lots!
Reply of tags! :)

to Torance&ziyang! : yeah,i believe too(:
to JIATING : Hello!
to JOEY : alright,better le! love ya too :D
to CAIWEN : haha! yeahyeah;p
to yvonne! : heheh! idiot idiot? :D love ya alot!
to JESSICA : ooooooooooooo!
to Ziyang : thanks!
to chirstabel : hi ! :D
to Joshua! : yeahyeah! woah woah?! xD
to vin : you sure? haha!
to eunice : AHHA,thanks alot! (:
to kj & alvin chia! : yes! :)
to mayvin! : HELLOOOO! cya soon!!xD
to Tzehui : xD !
to Amber! : HEHEH! you you you! take lots of care! :]
to CAIWEN : i love ya too! (:
to vin : yeah luh! HAHAH,
to mimi ! : yeah,cya tmrrrrrrr! im sorry eh!




Amber says we looked a little alike with each other,
do we? :D

everything is back to square! (: hooray!
time to rise up! hehs.

my heart goes shalalalala! :)

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see

♥

my heart will always be with you,no matter what.

you mean alot to me,real lot.

it's a big thing for me,i will miss you dearest.

@ 12:09 AM

went to do baton today with joyce,mien,melvin,lesean andddd jiawei ! :D

lesean and i waited for kaiser and guys for ard 2hr plus.

but had fun! he kept making me laugh.

ok,end! :)

to jonathan! :

Hey leader,cheer up whatever it it k!

i will still be there for you no matter wat,you scare me,you did!

let's run this race and bring in the harvest to LOVE.

love you with the love of jesus! stay strong! :)

i love Joyce, nana and joey alot alot! <3

Tuesday, September 02, 2008 @ 11:47 PM

yes,went to library with this guy!

ALVIN CHIAAAAAAA~

then shalini,amira,David and weiyang came!

IZMI BOMSTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR & MOLESTORRRRR. HAHAHA!

main focus was that guy! HAHA, had a joke,between me and amira;P

went library,then art park! :)

super suay luh can~ HAHA

then after that went home with amira(:

@ 9:04 PM

All hands on deck don’t abandon the ship
You’ll never know what it could have been
All hands on deck my ship is sinking
Don’t let me go, Don’t let me drown
A step to the right to your own rhythm

And what comes next is up to you
I need a miracle to save me from this
I need the angels to all pray for me
I can’t believe it's you
Breaks right through
And indecision bleeds me dry
She’s painting pictures
I’m not making for her
she's got a vision without me in mind
I can’t believe it
The long walks on Moonlight beach
The promises you could not keep
You're so contagious, So contagious
For all the world we did not see
For all the smiles you gave to me
They're so contagious,
So very fake

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you my friend.

you gave me a chance to hate you.

@ 2:06 AM

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

misses to joyce

Monday, September 01, 2008 @ 11:45 PM

went town with cellgroup yesterday. had fun(:







TODAY,
karjun and i waited for hokaryie for abt 1 hour!




we headed to have our lunch first(:


and then we went mac to study! but we kept talking and talking,

sorry kj if we irritated you today,

but it's real funnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! :p

you admit it yourself!



eileen came and join us(:





around 6plus,we decided to go 2nd best to have our dinner.
but in the end,we didnt ateee.

went to meet kj and on the way to ky's blk , we saw JOSHUA!
so joshua came along with us,played awing for a little while then we accompanyed him to look at something and they went for dinner at 2ndbest (again!:D)

eileen run home becus she needs to reach before 6.30.

and we saw AMBER AND TORANCE! (:






together,we went to find lesean,his sister,seowting,edwin,jinsheng and desmond! (:
went 2ndbest(again!) to find amber and tor while they have their dinner,headed home after awhile.

amber,

must takecare alright! you look tired and sick! ):

i pray that you will be healed soon,i love you !

going study wth alvin,amira and izmi tmr i guess! :D hurry huryy! (:

@ 2:17 PM

reply of tags!

to Huining : Linked!
to AMIRAFAIQAH: HAHA,you're my crazy bestfriend! :D
to joy : yeaps i wont,our secret is sealed! :D
to Vincent : HAHA! late meh? :p
to gladys : haha! np(: hope you enjoy during ur birthday!
to joey : haiyo,quick come back from hongkong jiu hao le lah, can play with you,i love you tooooo! ;p
to nina! : okieeeeeeeee! (:
to junyi : HHAHA! junyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D
to chuqian : hello! so long nvr seeee you!
to joyce! : HAHA! you too,i dun wanna be a princess. i wanna be in ur heart jiu can le(: i love you toooo! awaiting,23 more hrs? :D
to CAIWEN : will link yaw soon! ily(:
to izmi : HI PIMPLE FACEEEEEE!
to KAIXIN! : that's a yes yes thingg! gossips! :S
to yiting : okiedokey(:

and offf to pioneer mall(: